I was here and you were there.
The winter wonders blurring vision
Would you rather have something and lose it, or never have it at all.
The cold freezes, my lips chapping through the bitterness
The words I wrote never reached you.
Echoing, absent, and forgotten.
Would you have remembered me?
The snow picks up heavier now, and the white landscape blinds me to that picture of you sitting still, back to the dirty waters and infrastructures
What I would of given to meet you.
Uncertainty formed like the icicles on my house
Each liquid particle collectively freezes and drops.
Winter never stops, falling through the ice
Where I reached, but couldn’t get to you.
Struggling to pick myself up through the numbness of my fingers
Scratching at the surface that held no forgiveness.
I swear it wasn’t fair. Your home was mine and they were selfish.
Obedience unwitnessed, white fur on the couches.
Leaving without say, such resting company
Friendship withers like snow melt in Aspen
Destiny travels the test of the slippery road
Consuming its reality, it knows no boundaries
All this for nothing, a memory without reason
Your distance is apparent, but just know
My thoughts stand shallow in the desert
I’m grieving for your presence where
Play could be easy, but the striking of lightning
Gave threatening diseases
My relationships are broken, they sit there just lying.
I swore you could be fitting,
This life could be normal, These thoughts have me torn still
Roco as you’re breathing, I think of you often.
I know you don’t know me, but I know that this life can’t be true.